I do now believe I may have it together on blogspot.com. although it took me a while to get this back in order I now can continue to do what I was suppose to have been doing all along.. Thank goodness

Too new at this yet

My ideal professor would be Alex lindsey. He is the best I have ever seen so far. he keeps it interesting and he know how to keep your attention by interacting with the students. he is funny at times with really helps with the boredom. I can understand him and the words he uses. He does not lose me in translation. 
As for quizzes and tests... sorry ...I blank out due to nerves. always have and they proved it in high school more than once.. They knew I knew the material, just could not put it on the test... Like Einstine. He went through the same thing I am.
How to study.. well... thats  Kelly Simmons job now. I totally love her. She is understanding. pushes a lot of work, but understanding. 
Again, my problems with test and quizzes is I blank out with fear. I plant my feet on the floor, take a deep breath. sit to try to relax, allwoing myself to focus. look at the paper and go oh oh..

 

What am Igetting myself into

Now that I got this far in life with a family, going to college, trying to balance my world around me, I am finding myself being overwhelmed with it all. I have my days I just want to give up due to the fact that I have not been in school in 33 years. Single mom of two teens and just losing a job of 27 years  is now taking it's toll on me. Can't even work this stupid computer. Then I have this issue for my finances and school finances which I went by the book to complete and then you find out it isn't coming through as planned... I may have to give up all I have been striving for... been crying for days working on it... staying positive and believing it will all work out dwindles yet I never try to show it around anyone. What do I do now??? I have no clue